Lately the mind is stuck in some loop, kept on going around the same topic for days on, this is exhausting, and it brings no resolution, if anything its self-torture, but by getting stuck in the loop I am hoping it will ‘get back at others’, that’s crazy shit logic. I forgive myself that I … Continue reading Day 185: Stuck in backchat
Hardly any writing or sounding self-forgiveness lately, I wonder what my plan is, because I realize I can’t think my way out of the mind’s emotions, feelings, preprogramming, thought-patterns etc, if anything I have to think out of the box, that’s where these desteni tools are supportive, so by putting them on the shelf to … Continue reading Day 184: Note to self
Starting point. There was a recent post in desteni-universe about starting point of doing self-forgiveness, this is a good reminder, though I don’t apply SF to get rich quick, but I definitely see self-forgiveness as some ‘feel-good’, ‘make me more likeable’ or ‘be acceptable more’ kind of bandage fixes, which is totally misaligned with what … Continue reading Day 183: Starting point correction
Seen some new posts recently, I am inspired write some today,its been 3 months since my last post, been consumed by the new job, just couldn’t put aside the work stuff and give a moment to write, its a sign of trauma-like response or paranoia, not been able to set boundaries, to give somewhat equal … Continue reading Day 182: Unable to set boundaries
Today’s blog is inspired by this eqafe recording, highly recommendedhttps://eqafe.com/p/reptilians-the-fear-of-change-part-29 I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel resistance when I am faced with something or someone that I don’t immediately understand, in this I forgive myself for wanting to withdraw or quit the moment instead of taking that dreadful step … Continue reading Day 181: Resistance to understanding
Why do I do anything? why do I wake up? whom do I want to impress, and why?Why do I fear and whom do I fear? Why do I even live? This may sound selfish, but without putting self first, everything else I do is kind of a pretend. I have apparently no purpose, meaning … Continue reading Day 180: Notes for self, life review at 2022
When emotions are overwhelming, stay focused on the practical things, get things done in the physical, because for the most part, the energy of emotions are in the mind, there are physical symptoms of it, like body tension, short of breath, etc, but should I remain focused on the practical things, I can slowly but … Continue reading Day 179: Staying practical
Saw a nice quote by Bernard about time management, to paraphrase: “walk breath by breath, getting things done, accomplish things, manage your time effectively”, in that also overcoming resistance. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see/realize like breathing, breath by breath, things can be done step by step, overcoming … Continue reading Day 178: Bat one ball at a time
Taking a moment here, bit distracted with things. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not remain focused and steady with the goals and objectives I have set for myself, allowing distractions to distract me, not seen/realizing I am actually allowing the distractions, because I like to forgot the goals and … Continue reading Day 177: Distractions
Taking a moment here. Like that John Lennon song ‘another year is over, what have you done‘.More or less the same stuff, like another wise man said, can’t expect different output from same input. If you want different outcome, the input got to change, input in this case is living patterns, accepted and allowed thoughts … Continue reading Day 176: Unburden yourself
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