Day 176: Unburden yourself
Taking a moment here. Like that John Lennon song ‘another year is over, what have you done‘.More or less the same stuff, like another wise man said, can’t expect different output from same input. If you want different outcome, the input got to change, input in this case is living patterns, accepted and allowed thoughts … Continue reading Day 176: Unburden yourself
Day 175: Reacting to world news
There are school shootings, riots, protests, killings, political corruptions, abuses of power, violence, new mutants needing more boosters, the list is endless, but they all fall into this wonderful breaking news category, when I react I fall into the trap of world news, reactions of any kind, I get sucked into the war of polarity, … Continue reading Day 175: Reacting to world news
Day 174: Halt the slide from bad to worse
Taking a moment here, principle of accumulation works for ‘negative’ stuffs too, if allowed, things can easily pile up, procrastination piles up, lethargy piles up, giving up piles up, depression accumulates, etc, in such moments its like self is caught in a wild wind in the mind, a self made storm. Thankfully the desteni tools … Continue reading Day 174: Halt the slide from bad to worse
Day 173: Accumulate, not beat up
I notice the tendency to beat myself up when I am not understanding or not knowing something, instead of taking the steps to accumulate that subject matter. Imagine standing in front of a swimming pool and beating self up because self can’t swim, how will that be supportive? Smart thing to do is take the … Continue reading Day 173: Accumulate, not beat up
Day 172: Avoiding details
Be specific, and intimate with knowledge and the details that I seek to understand. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not dive in and be specific with what I am trying to understand about subject matters. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see/realize lack … Continue reading Day 172: Avoiding details
Day 171: Mundane life
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think and believe in some imaginary great moment in the future, which is not here now. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to discount this moment here now as mundane, without significance. I forgive myself that I have accepted and … Continue reading Day 171: Mundane life
Day 170: Hesitation
What is hesitation, is it fear, laziness, lethargy, avoidance, postponement, giving up, depression, fedup? I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to let ‘hesitation’ decide my course of action. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give into this ‘hesitation’ voice in the head in thoughts and feelings. … Continue reading Day 170: Hesitation
Day 169: daily sf
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to place my trust in external sources, instead of placing trust in me. I noticed how external events and situations can toggle my focus, mood, and attention, and going into feeling dis-empowered. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to let external … Continue reading Day 169: daily sf
Day 168: Self-doubt to giving direction
Giving myself a moment here, almost a week no writing, mostly spent this week in interview preps, there is much to catch up, refresh myself on, after six of years of working in one shop, there is a bit of pigeon hole mentality has set in, so expanding and learning in prep for the next … Continue reading Day 168: Self-doubt to giving direction
Day 167: Living to work at a job?
Now that I am unemployed, suddenly it feels like I have no purpose, no meaning, who-cares, kind of giving-up and drifting, lethargic about life, am I a nobody without a job? Of course employment is tied to survival, paying bills, but why is employment tied to meaning and purpose to life? Because I have made … Continue reading Day 167: Living to work at a job?
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