Reset, restart, recommit, not giving up, repurpose, just do it, reevaluate, re-value, give value, not be a victim, not despondent, breathe, physical movement, activities, participation, play, connect, discipline, early rise, plan, time, health, healing, care, self care, study, focus, learn, write, and forgive, self forgive, construct, be constructive.
Some words I have been seen today in relation to where I am at in my process, fair to say I need a repurpose, reflection and recommit, otherwise I have this feeling I am just drifting like a leaf in the wind, aimless and directionless.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed to not give myself a purpose, and wait for a purpose to arrive, not seen/realizing I have to create and give myself the purpose, the direction, the aim, and the meaning.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to just drift in life, like a leaf blowing in the wind, aimless, directionless, and purposeless, not seen/realizing this is what I have allowed, therefore its in my hands to redirect, recommit, and restart, not using ‘too late’ as an excuse to delay even more.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself not see/realize, do I matter? do I matter to others, “I matter”, that’s one way to create purpose, is asking the question: “Do I matter?”.
This is similar to the lifeboat principle Mykey is speaking about, creating a lifeboat for myself, help to move myself, direct myself, repurpose myself, recommit myself, write myself to freedom, build myself, educate myself, construct myself, heal myself, embrace myself, forgive myself, in that I am building my own lifeboat, that gives direction, meaning and purpose to myself as life. In that all those connected to me will also give themselves a lifeboat on seen me as a living example.
In this I see/realize despondency, laziness, giving up, lethargy, inactivity etc and not helpful in building my lifeboat.
I commit myself to the process of restart, reset, rebuilding, rewriting, participation, redirection, in that making the statement “I matter”. So when asking the question “Do I matter”, I can live the answer as “yes I do matter”, and that’s creating the living purpose, not just drifting. A lifeboat does not drift, it moves with direction and purpose, it matters.
Thanks for reading, inspired by #desteni and #BernardPoolman
Journey to Life - by Anton 